Dont let it go

The most important things in life are not cherished, until they are lost.
When we have it, it doesn't seem valuable, worthy, important.
When it is gone, it leaves an empty space; a space that can never be occupied by anything else but it.
A large vacuum that can never be closed up, no matter how hard you try.
Sometimes you think it's gone just for a while.
You wait,... wait and wait.
You realise it's not coming back.
Then you try hard to get it back at all cost.
You see the reason it had been there.
You see the role it had played.
You become undeniably sorry, for letting it go.
You fnd out it went away with your happiness, your peace, your health... something.
You decide to get it back, even if it means losing your self-esteem.
But the ironic fact is...
Most of the time, you dont ever get it back.
NEVER!
It's gone forever.